I don't want my sister to get depressed or go through my sophomore nightmare or to lose her friends! It tears me apart thinking about it and I don't know what to do. How was I supposed to react? What was I supposed to do? When I reminisce, I consider this past experience as a growing pain, and man, did it hurt. I supposedly had it 'hard', but really when I come to think of it, it wasn't all that bad? Well, fate got me so far and it was up to me to do the rest, but I guess I really didn't know what to do, since I'm so awkward and I was so scared! My own little world that was always sheltered and in a bubble was popped and things all came in a shock and a rush to me. I'm just worried for her because I don't want her to go through what I did. My sister will be an upcoming freshman, and I'm so scared for her. Junior year is coming, right after summer begins and then ends. Ap Biology homework, English honors books, that book my dad's going to make me read, and possibly summer school. Honestly, it could have been a little better? (Well, then again it could have been worse.) I have quite a lot of summer work ahead of me this summer. The year is coming to a close, and I guess sophomore year's been alright okay. English is getting to me, man! I just wanted to 'vent' or 'rant' a little, since I don't like talking about my feelings with other people, this is one option I'm using.

Anyway, I think I'm going to use more of my proper English by not typing things like how they usually are typed on the internet. :D Just in, I'm bored and decided to blog.

Steady rocking all night long